Oh rainbow, I really feel the same way. I've been thinking this week how I was taught that there is no dignity in needing other people. I feel so angry about this and it makes it so hard for me to feel love. Hopefully, you will slowly be able to accept your T's love, I'm trying to work on that at the moment myself.
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Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you
She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
--leonard cohen
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