I got somethings in order today like my health insurance which is huge. I've only been on medication for my Bipolar1 for a few months and I realize now how much I relied on the super upswings to get things done. I got a lot of useless, some times dangerous things done too, but did get a lot done. Now I don't have that anymore, well to that scale so I've been learning how to push myself to get things done and I finally had some real success with that today.