I figure I'll ask for: 3/25 symbyax and very, very slowly weaning of lamictal with 5mg of zyprexa PRN. and enough lamictal if I crash and burn. with new pdocs approval. I really want the apathy to go away. Our therapists look at us like we have three heads when we say "this is nothing, things will get much, much worse." The strange thing is my T use to work in the crisis field. It's interesting how I always get crisis unit people, says a lot about me. I see him the 10th I'm thinking of looking through my posts and picking the "worst"