I always get this feeling to not face my obligations. I don't think I fear them, but maybe I do and I just don't realize it. I just sleep in and hope to never face them. I guess this is a side effect of my depression, which was caused by a lot of different stuff such as being fired, the feeling of the adult world crushing, etc. after I got out of high school (I am 20 years old)
My obligations are doing well in school and applying for jobs. I feel like it's just so hard that I stop and end up sleeping or playing video games. I don't know how to push myself into doing anything to better myself. And I don't want to be a burden my parents anymore.
I have a lot of goals I want to accomplish, but they just seem so far away. How do I boost morale and tell myself to do stuff? How do I get that "push" or "drive" that I so desperately need right now?