I have to say religion is a sorta big thing, because I'm not religious I'm spiritual, but I'm not ever dating anyone who will invite me over and the family wants to convert me. I feel violated, even it's my choice to date her and come to her family in their home. I feel violated as an individual, I've had grown ups in I mean people that are in their 50's generally want me to recite the bible verses torah whatever 25 hundred times to prove something to them that I don't understand. Like I understand the scriptures, but I don't read it because I don't need to. I'm not even christian even if baptized. Like it's my personal choice and I hate being forced and for me to like anyone they have to know how stubborn I am I won't take any crap and they shouldn't either from me. I can't do it not even one minute. I will run away and be gone before they even think about setting something up, I'm not scared of them. I have not place to be there.

I'm pissed, because there is nobody here. I'm not going to look. I'm not going to talk and ask for numbers. Oh what gets me, If I'm talking to a girl casually in a public place, even if I make it known I don't want her number, and she thinks I'm hitting on her after saying that. That's the ignorance I'm talking about. I make myself clear very very clear and they go off on me like I am stupid when I just said I don't want anything so don't assume I just want to continue talking like we were if we met up sure we can chat how are things, but go our separate ways. That has not happened that often, but my point is that type of ignorance is beyond pissing me off.

If I was being disrespectful I would of done what every guy around here does take what he wants even if you get in the girls personal space and force himself on them...

People here are stupid. Like that everyone every guy and girl.

It's so lonely being very mature for their age and wiser than most young adults and people think it's stupid.

I'm like shocked how stupid people are here. I'm sorry for being negative about this, but it's done enough damage to me already and I've been so abused by it all my life. I just want to move far far away from people here.

I don't date, because I'm safer internally that someone isn't going to exploit like they do to everyone. I swear where are the good people?