I wished I knew what to say. As for myself, I got started on meds because of mania and I got myself scared a few times, and my employer as well to a point he fired me.

However, I am so f'in broke I had to put french fries at McDonald's on "lawaway". So, I have been contemplating stopping meds because I seriuosly need the manic "rush" to get me off of my ***. I've been thinking about things I never thought I would think of to try to make myself some living expense funds. What's the worst that can happen, 3 hots and a cot?