I think I try but I do give up too easily. I feel like a gentle deer just struck by a large bus, lying there, barely alive, when 4 vultures come in, pick away until there isn't any life left.

I LOVE my babies, I hope no one takes my ramblings the wrong way but I AM trying to be mommy, all by myself. At times, it sucks and I just can't handle the stress. This is when those times of trying to remain positive are picked away to nothing because, I don't feel any ounce of effort on their parts. I guess I've been angry too long or something....