I'm unable to sleep. I'm tired, but I'm thinking too much. How do I deal with this? How should I feel about being diagnosed with leukemia? I'm numb. I want to feel. I'm out of my seroquel and can't afford to get more thanks to everything else going on. I'm just numb. I think stress is adding to this feeling of numbness. What can I do? I'm just numb. I know I keep repeating myself, but what else can I say? I'd almost welcome depression at this point because I'd feel something or even a little manic. Something...