I think the biggest problem is just looking her in the eye (not literally...I mean being in the same room with her) and having her react to me (or not react...that's even worse). When we did a phone session one time over the summer I was crying hysterically over the phone...I was also in a different place, and she caught me at an emotional moment when we started our session...but something about being in the room with a T just shuts me down emotionally.