I have no friends or anyone to reach out to so I have imaginary friends, talk to walls or to myself. I wonder if this is is either loneliness or something else entirely...I also feel like I could never live life properly or even accept the qualities of life at all, I just feel like an spirit from another galaxy trapped in a torturous dimension. I'm starting to loose touch of reality and getting even more depressed then before. My mood is taking a nose dive again...like the summer of this year and many years before which ended up putting me in the hospital. I feel more then lost. I also wonder if maybe it's just I want an impossible lifestyle or I just can't function at all?