Hi hoopgirl. Congratulations on not cutting all this time. That is a wonderful achievement.

There are many other options besides SI and therapy. What about yoga or creative expression. Sometimes repressed creativity comes out in inappropriate ways if we don't let it come out in drawing or writing

I believe you and I want you to seek other ways than SI. You are older now and have more options open to you.

If things get bad reach out to a community liason so you can reach someone.
http://forums.psychcentral.com/rules...-liaisons.html