Ok, im going to log out now and hope that i don't, for the purposes of closure, try and log back in here and find that my account is still activated yet with messages/posts removed. That will just confirm my fears.

I'm sorry that i haven't tried hard enough to find out how this place works properly and from there make enough effort for it to do so. I own my failings and would again ask for my account be depersonalized. Thank you.