I go nights without sleep.....but then I get so exhausted I crash for 24 hours....& now getting back into more normal sleep cycle.

You are the only one who can control who bothers you....& if it's mental illness then you NEED to get the help since no one else will advocate for you & no one can fix the problems that you are experiencing without professional help.....sometimes you have to FIGHT the system including the parents even if it's not accepted in your culture.