Hi! I understand that you are worried, but actually there are therapies for OCD, for example cognitive-behavioural therapy, and also meds can help in some cases. So, don't feel hopeless dear You can overcome it. It's possible, I think, that some symptoms remain and you have to learn how to live with them without being upset, but you can also have great improvements, expecially with the help of a professionist.
Wish you all the best Keep us posted!