He's gone! He just pulled out! ...

ARGH! I don't know what to feel! Hubby just pulled away on his way to Canada... We needed a break from each other, but... Right now, I have this empty feeling in my chest, but in a way, I'm glad he'll be gone for a while. I feel a certain amount of freedom... WWAAAAAAA!! I'm anxious about getting things that I will need while he's gone... like my MEDS!! I have plenty of neighbors that will give me a ride, BUT... We agreed that he didn't need to give me his portion of the grocery money because he won't be here, but I'm afraid I won't be able to make it without that little bit. WWAAAAAA!!! BUT... I can always tap into the savings account my oldest son has for me. BUT... it ticks me off to have to ask!

Aww man!! I need another hug from him! I just plain need a hug! Anyone have any spares they don't need?

Maybe I'll take a nap a little later... I didn't get to sleep till 4:45 or so this morning.

(sniff, sniff...) I "skeer'ded"!!






<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>