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Originally Posted by CANDC
Servo, sometimes it is just a matter of not pouring fuel on the fire so to speak. If people in your family try to aggravate you, or as we say at PC trigger you, then not reacting is the best policy. Sleep on these things overnite. Just don't get drawn into the drama. It doesn't seem to make you feel better.
You already are starting to make a new family at PC in my opinion. At least you are communicating with us.
It's a good start.  |
Thanks for your support. Yeah I can see from where the whole not reacting business is coming from, but that's sorta like asking somebody to be a robot, honestly a lot of the time (not always) I do choose to conflict, it just feels right to do. It's not like fighting makes me feel bad, in fact I could be getting a little bit of guilty enjoyment out of it. The problem is the lingering tension that's always present, or most of the time present on my day/day. I live preparing for a war I'm yet to fight.
Due my thread you should know that I'm stuck on a fight for properties, altough justice in this country goes for the guy with the most coin, me studing laws is not a coincidence. The guy I have to beat is miles more prepared than I, I'm being sort of rushed-pushed into this and heck, if I forfeit with some mystical help my mom's gonna lose. Some of my internal thurmoil is a choice I'm having trouble to make. Linked to the fate of my mom are also linked my aunt and my little cousin. So to choose myself or to choose them? been trying to decide for years now.