I'm glad the event worked out fine for you. And please chat whenever you feel like it. You're right about it being lonely when we feel like we can't let people know what's going on with us. It's really hard to let people I'm close to know when I'm having a hard time. I hesitated telling my closest friend. And even though I hate when I think she's checking or when she asks me if I'm self injuring, I've been grateful when I was having a hard time functioning and I could ask her for help.