Yep, I made it inside. Thanks RP, I like the part about a big FU to the past!

It was a really strange session.....I was so avoidant.

*Trigger warning just in case.....*

Left me with horrible dreams last night. Well, one dream that seemed to last the whole night, and even restarted after I woke and got up to get away from it.

I dreamt about going to a seminar being given by this rather well known psychologist over here in NZ with a group of 'friends'(they were my friends but I recognised none of them). It was bizarre, kind of like a game show in a huge auditorium. He refused to pick me to answer questions or take part, just laughed in my direction and shook his head as if thinking I was stupid.

Then at the end, everyone was given a gift and a drink before leaving. I woke up to find that my 'friends' were drugged (I was also and couldn't move or talk) and the psychologist was assaulting them sexually. I couldn't stop it, I couldn't help.........and he kept looking at me and grinning.

Then I was able to move after he left the room for a while, and I was trying to get my friends away and I was hiding and he was looking for me..........

Ugh..........it was horrid.

Wonder what all of that meant..........