Same thing always happens to me... :/

My new t thinks I'm not bipolar or sza. She thinks I have a personality problem, like some mild form of BPD. I'm so upset about it. I just feel so worthless because she thinks i have a personality disorder. I'd rather be s za to be honest. At least then no one would think I was a bad, defective person. Your brain can be sick and you can still be a good person. You are not your brain, it is just an organ in your body. If there is something wrong with your personality, then things are different. You are your personality.

I just want to be a good person. I don't want any of my suffering to have been my fault.