Oh god I wish I could agree... But honestly, I was bad... I was putting up walls, creating new parts, she would come and get me from the waiting room and I would already switch I to such a hyperaroused manic state I was really unworkable... I should of tried to control myself more. I left my t lots of voicemails of things I couldn't say in session and that was 'pushing boundaries'... I was a pretty bad patient. In one of my voicemails (Erm, the two I left after she said she was transferring me) I said it never dawned on me until his moment she might be transferring me because she is sick of me and hat I would be sick of me... And then proceeded to beg for her not to send me to someone knew...

At least I think I am finally over it. She was kinda mean at times I suppose.