So I am completely heartbroken right now. The girl I have been crushing over for the past three years just turned me down tonight over text. I texted her asking to hang out and she just replied that she had a boyfriend so was not looking for anything romantic, but still wanted to hang out. I don't know how to process this. I really just don't. I don't want to be in a situation where I am still crushing over her, but while she has a boyfriend, and I don't think I am ready to just be friends yet. I also don't want to just reject hanging out because I don't want her to think I'm just some superficial jerk who just wanted to get in her pants. Which is not true. As for how I'm feeling, well. quite awful.