I have seen two different therapists, both only one time. Both of them said I have severe depression and anxiety (not sure if that counts as an official diagnosis). They told my parents about this, the self harm, and the very frequent sui thoughts. I went to see my GP/pediatrician a couple weeks ago and she also said I need to get into therapy and medication asap.

The problem is that now that I am ready to get help, my parents refuse to let me. I don't think they believe in depression. They keep telling me the oh so typical phrases such as "get over it" and "snap out of it". I need to see a therapist and do something about this because if I don't then I honestly think I will lose control and do something that I won't live to regret (literally).

I've been thinking about contacting my pediatrician and asking her to convince my parents, as talking to a school counselor is not an option. Honestly, I have no idea how I would contact her as I don't have her information but I will find a way. What do you think? Are there any other options? Such as somehow seeing a therapist/counselor who I can pay with cash (I am 17, turn 18 in June 2015) or even a free one?

Thank you
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