I have been severly depressed and crying, I feel extreme guilt from a huge past mistake I made while I was having a bipolar episode, and now I can't get over it and I don't want to do this to my husband or my family anymore, I love my husband and I don't want him to give me a divorce over all this especially my guilt ridden mistake! I am crying and can't pull myself out of this, I feel like I have caused myself to lose everything!