Have you tried a crisis hotline or sui hotline? They might could advise you as to What to do. Or, is there another adult family member or someone you can trust that might convince your parents to get you the help you need? Some places have counseling clinics that charge based on income. WORST CASE SCENARIO, if you are SERIOUSLY planning to do harm to yourself sweetheart, I would rather you make an anonymous call to 911 if you have to to draw attention to your intentions, rather than to find out something terrible had happened to you! The police would have to take you for treatment if they thought you were suicidal and MAYBE then your parents would take you seriously. Where I'm from we have lost SEVERAL kids this year in my town this year alone and it is SO sad every time I hear about it! I am FOR SAVING EVERY LIFE WE CAN because I've seen first hand the pain and devastation it causes the families, friends, as well as the communities! So please get help one way or another and let us help you here at PC as much as we can! We care about you! Much love! ♡♡♡