Bipolar Nurse,

I can see that you have been in this position before. Staying home is not an option for me because these people are neighbors and co-workers that I have to see more than just this party and my husband will be upset if I don't go. We moved recently. I am really lonely, and been burned before trying to make friends so I'm setting my expectations low and want to get out of of my comfort zone because I might possibly meet some people I'll feel comfortable with. I appreciate you sharing your experience. I have read your blog. You are an open, wise person.