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Old Dec 06, 2014, 11:43 AM
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ok besides going into religion cuz im just going to debate - i still think im being watched regardless. if not always by god then i fear my passed relatives and especially some sort of angels or demons because ive heard them before and i dont think that what i hear is always hallucinations. i couldnt pee yesterday because i felt like SOMEONE or SOMETHING was watching me. idk what or who but i felt a presence and i just lol i couldnt use the bathroom. plus masturbating. i should test that again.

thing is im also having like religious ocd or something. idk this is hard. its tough.
All my voices were watching me and commenting every time I had to pee they would tease me like don't worry it's just the girls but then the guys would chime in we're here too. I just learned to pee/shower anyway....I stopped responding as much as I could to their comments. This was all before When I though they were real. You can't stop them from watching but you can stop caring....and do what you want to do anyway....
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