Hi Fuzzy, OK I don't know your age but let's agree that when you reach 150 you'll be "too old", hey??
And you are not useless, you are incredibly strong, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.
So until you hit 150.............well people can change their outlook at any stage in their life with the right help, with time..........I am so sorry that you've seen/experienced so much cruelty, but you know the whole world isn't like that, and there are pockets of it (like here!!!) that show amazing caring and support............that go way beyond age/beyond numbers.
So please don't give up on yourself reaching for/finding support, healing..........we definitely aren't giving up on you!!!!!
I'm sure it's not easy after some of the things you've been through, but that doesn't need to make it impossible.
And as for your body falling apart............you're a lot more than your body, right?? So much more to you than that!!!!!



Alison