the seating arrangement could change, but i am a creature of habit. i sit right in the middle of a two-seater couch opposite my t. there is a comfy chair to the left of the couch (so i'd be kinda at a bit of a diagonal to him), but i went for the couch the first time and just kinda stuck with it ever since. the couch is kinda closer to him. i guess i picked it the first time round because it was most salient when i walked through the door and because i didn't want to look like i was sitting as far away from him as possible and because i didn't want to be as far away from the door (exit) as possible, either.

couch isn't long enough to lie down i don't think. unless i had my legs kinda folded up with my knees in the air which would be a little too... not quite provocative... but reminiscent of certain sexual positions. i have mentioned to him that i'd rather lye down (in an email) but he hasn't mentioned it since then.

i think he prefers the notion that eventually i will look at him. i guess he is trying to help with the right brain - right brain communication and eye contact is supposed to help facilitate that. also, i'm a bit of a mumbler and our accents are a little different so it probably helps him follow what i'm saying if he can see my mouth.

argh. he isn't allowed to see me he is not :-(