A busy day and a typical Saturday for me. But very lonely and I had a lot of bad feelings. A lot of "health anxiety" today and it ruined my favorite day of the week. I didn't get together with my only friend today. It would have been nice to.

For some strange reason, when I was out and about with the shopping today, a few women would smile at me. It was like they were attracted to me. They were total strangers. One woman smiled at me (she did not talk to me) and she was holding hands with a man. What's really weird is that women seem like they are attracted to me when I feel depressed or stressed out. I guess I should tell guys who are struggling to get women, is just be depressed or stressed out and that may work.