I'm sorry you're not in a good way right now Nicole.

Your emotions are quite understandably all over the place.

In some respects you earns the right to be angry with your ex. Just don't hang on to the anger for too long because it will eat you alive. You know the truth and so be it. His opinion on this matter is irrelevant.

You'll find you'll rock a little back and forth but hopefully the meds will kick in soon.

Take care of yourself.