morning peeps . strangest thing happened early this morning . I fell asleep on my couch and woke up at 2 am and went to bed. usually if I cant get back to sleep I lay in bed and have horrible thoughts and panic. for some reason the thoughts I was having were not panicking me at all .I mean they were not all happy thoughts but not horrible . like one was around how much crafting I have to get done before Monday night and how I am going to dinner with a bunch of people .normally this would send me into a huge panic .but it didn't I was thinking about how it was cool to have my friend over to craft with me and how I was so motivated to get what I needed done. I was thinking about a bunch of other stuff also but not panicking . when it struck me that I was not thinking so horribly I so wished I knew how I had switched my way of thinking for this time and were able to do it always. just wanted to say even though I could not get back to sleep it was still nice.