I'm going through a rough time right now because my T recently was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. She decided to tell all her clients because there was a chance she would have to cancel appointments due to chemo.
I've been seeing her for at least 12 years and my reaction surprised me. I freaked out. I became an emotional mess. How could I possibly go a whine to her about my stupid **** when she's fighting for her life? (She wants to continue to practice as long as she possibly can).
I have been constantly "weepy" for the past 2 months. I don't understand why it hit me so hard. I'm not normally very emotional. I can't even think about her or talking to her without tearing up.
She did give me a name of someone that she thought would be a good fit for me, and I met with them already. This new one seems nice, but I'm scared to death.
I saw my T last week and told her it was our last meeting. She seemed surprised. I'm regretting it. Crying even more now.
What the heck is wrong with me? So confused!