I'm pretty new here to PC and just am really frustrated about where I'm at, I just feel isolated and worthless even though I don't really have that much to worry about. I'm moving in with my partner into a new house soon, I have a crappy but stable job, and what else … getting along with family recently even though I live so far away, so that's good. But then why do I feel so crappy still waiting for my partner to come home and interact with me. I feel like I am only happy when she's around. This isn't what I think is healthy. I do have good days, where I don't need to rely on her, but I think this is just a bad day ? Who knows ? All I do know is that I feel miserable. And should I pretend like my day was great to my girlfriend ? Or be real and have her again not understand why I feel so alone or worried about nothing … ?