Hi Fuzzy, almost nothing's unspeakable on here!!
Do you think it would help if you checked out the forums for anyone going through the same thing and shared your feelings with them, in a PM??? Sometimes it helps to share..............
Unless of course you want to talk about it here..............????
As for the doctor though, well I guess it's easy to "shrug off" something, it's not their body.
But it is your body, and if whatever it is bothering you, well you have a right to feel that way. Although with a little extra support..................???
You know you've probably come through a lot worse though, so just don't forget that, hey??
Alison