personally i embrace the madness now and then

always fighting it and trying to keep it in check is tiring as most of u know .......so now and then i let it out to let pressure off like a release valve

a 3 day camping/fishing/hunting trip .........were out in the woods i can do anything i want ......plus about 500 bucks in shotgun rounds ( not just normal rounds but the exotics fun ones)

hike a few miles in set up camp and then just go nutz in the woods until time is up or the beast is tried and lock it back up with no trouble for several more years

not going to lie but unloading 300 rounds and cutting a several trees down with a gun is strangely releasing .......like scratching a itch