Well, I don't know what to say. For the past month or so, my life has taken a serious change. I used to be happy all the times, acting on impulse and doing things spontaneously. Then, I suddenly became depressed. I was fine one day, then I became down in the dumps. That lasted for a few days, then my mood would start to go up, then down, and repeat. I haven't had an appetite for the past two weeks, and I've had a short temper for the last month.

It's been really bothering me at school and at home. My small amount of friends are starting to get worried about me, even though I've been trying to act normal. At random parts of the day I'll get paranoid, or have an anxiety attack, in which I'll have to step out for a few minutes. (That always raises a few eyebrows).

While I'm feeling depressed, I'll have suicidal thoughts, which I try to send out of my mind as soon as they come in. I've started to become the outcast of any room I'm in, because I'll either make an *** of myself (mania), or people will notice me standing in a corner with my head down.

I haven't talked to anybody about this, because I didn't want to make anybody feel down. But now I'm assuming that if you're reading this, you have to be having some problems as well. I wish that something bad was happening in my life right now, so I could blame it for my problems, but nothing stressful is happening.

All I can do right now is thank you for reading. I know that you probably didn't want to read about me, but I just wanted to tell someone.