I'm asking this, if this will hurt me from meeting anyone.

Many girls, I meet want a relationship that everyone else wants. I don't, most people on facebook as a cultural thing. I think it's more in my city, but it's universally everywhere in the states, but a lot more where I live.

I live in a very conservative simple city, but has very complex issues with racial segregation and violence and lots of poverty neglect. Also people here are mostly in a harsh way of describing it is redneck and rural and urban/urban redneck.

What I'm getting at is for backing up my point everyone here are very conservative. They settle down for children and married early and get a job and settle early and expect the man to do everything for the wife or gf. This weird feeling of like the guy is always considered stupid in a relationship and the gf/wife are always right and smarter than the man.

I'm not saying or going into whose smarter, because that's stupid to say one is smarter than another. That and that I'm very independent, like I know females love guys who got their life together, but I'm saying. I don't like these types of girls who I can never get away from, want me to lend them all my time and lively hood for them. Like they expect it, when I'm not like that, I'm always asked, "are you gay? Most guys don't resist this?" or hearing, "You don't know anything, you don't have anything what women go through you aren't man enough to handle us."

Like I don't want to date these people, they are ignorant, it's not the women to be clear the men back this up too here. It's just to settle into the mindset to pick someone you hooked up at a party or mutually through a friend and just settle for it even if you may or may not like it down the road. It's not my business what happens with other people's relationships, I don't know other than what I'm told to in person by people who are in this situation and enjoy it or resent it. I find it so sad, how many guys act like assholes to prove how big their low egos are. The same for the women here, more for the women here, they have to prove how hard they can drink, do drugs, or prove their independence to shove in other peoples faces that other people are worth nothing except them men all want me me me me I deserve everything.

I'm trying to say very specific examples, that when I show I'm not into that selfish mindset and the fact. I'm slow to getting angry or even losing my cool people especially women take me as weak. They assume I won't protect them, and I get angry at them, for expecting me to protect them and I'm not even dating them. I get pushed around by girls like this when I used to date them, but now I don't want to be near anyone. Everyone is so stupid, the guys I'm around get laid with people like this and think I'm mad, I'm not getting enough action. When I don't care about those people, some of them are nasty, but the girls I like. Never notice me, or just end up doing the same thing.

I'm trying to be more specific, but my parents are pissing me off and I'm trying to concentrate.