I got a hold of some old cds. I have been listening to music I haven't heard in years. Some of it brings back memories of people I loved. The feelings are so real even now. The pain the love the joy. It is as if it is happening now. So real. Do people without DID feel this way? It's a mixed blessing. The feelings of love are joyful but the feelings of sadness are painful. I am glad for the joy and the love. And if it means I also have to have the pain and sadness I think I am ok with that. I have been lucky to have loved and to have been loved. Needed to share. Take care.