Thanks ScarletPimpernel...

It does help to hear I'm not the only one who goes home and then reacts to things. I'm a little worried though... since most of the session was very validating, that if I keep bringing in these weird little things that upset me, he'll eventually think, "well why bother saying all the validating stuff if ALL you're going to focus on is the one bad thing!" I know in therapy that I shouldn't be worried about driving off my T, but you know, it happens... I seem to be good at driving people with stuff like this.

Thanks... it's just so weird (with the SAT scores). I don't know, I just think maybe I'm fooling myself. I thought I had gotten over all this stuff, and had kind of come to a place where I thought "IQ" really didn't matter, since there are so many ways of being smart that aren't measured by tests, but... it's still bugging on me. And I feel set up, I wish I had just not looked up the stupid score, and not talked any more about it

re: The rules... I don't think it's the not following the rules that bothers me, I think it was just seeing all these examples of me behaving kind of badly, all together, from my past. I don't know.

Thanks... I'm going to try to get some sleep now... night.