This last week my therapist said "this is a business relationship" regarding me and our sessions. It was odd, out of the blue kind of... Even though I know it is just business for him, the way he said it stung, like I'm some kind of idiot who has the wrong idea he actually cares about me. For some reason this is really killing me now. At the time I even though "ouch" but I couldn't feel anything in session. Maybe I should take a break? It hurts caring so much about someone and them not caring in return, it is a theme in my life.
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