Hi there starshy

I had a long standing eating disorder in university.

Coupled with over exerting exercise, purging, calorie counting etc.

And to be honest, the reality is, many years after recovery I've never learnt to love my body.

Every time I mention how low I feel because of my weight to my dr she always does a bmi and keeps reassuring me I'm in the healthy weight range even though I don't think so.

Are you sure you're not over idealizing what you think your perfect weight should be? Based on self esteem issues?