No I do not but hubby who it turns out is that wonderful combination of schizophrenic and bipolar does.

I will say he has been doing wonderfully with staying on his meds despite everything that is going on. All it took was me filming him to show him how he REALLY is off meds. To him he's great everything is fantastic and he's been misdiagnosed and the doctors are fools. To everyone else he's wackadoo. He's....you'd just have to see the video because it would take pages to describe.

I know part of the disease are good times where no symptoms present. I know there will be soul crushing depressions to follow and manic rages where I will want to kill everything around me. It's all part of the cycle.

When I was younger and was first diagnosed then I did go through periods of thinking I was better. I felt fine, no mood swings and even the people around me told me how good I was doing. I had to be all better right? NOPE just part of the freaking cycle. Now I can pretty much tell you, within about a 72 hour window, how long whatever I'm feeling will last. damn the rollercoaster