Hey all. I wanted to tell u all that I know I have been avoiding things with u guys. I am sorry; just trying to hold it together. My mom is really sick right now and theres alot going on in my head. With my eating; well its a gross topic and I feel bad talking about it. Like u all want to hear about yucky stuff like this. Please dont take it to heart; I do want to talk very much; having a hard time with it. I posted this hear because I feel a loss of myself; control over my actions. And I am worried sick about my mother. I will be there every step of the way; I always have been. I have two sisters; they never once went to her chemo; nor helped her at home. Makes me mad because they could have. But thats okay; she does have me. She may be cold hearted to my concerns but its okay. I wont let myself regret later that I was not there for her. I will always be with her; no matter how sick I get.

justy

justy