Absolutely in shock.

I just found out that the $250 I gave to my roomate to hold on to, has been spent.

That was all the money I had until my next cheque comes... so I am up %#@&#! creek without a paddle now thanks to that person.

I am literally freaking out, I don't know what I am going to do. The person told me that they gave it to a friend to hold on to so they wouldn't spend it. However, this was a lie.... and I just found out. It was spent on coke.

I can't stop crying... I have no idea what I am going to do now....I have 0 dollars and I am still facing eviction at the end of the month.

I really am having a hard time.. all I want to do is cut myself but I am trying really hard not to. I can't beileve that someone would do that to me.

I need... I dont know what I need. I need this awful feeling to go away and I need the head noise to calm down...