Hi Hooligan I'm sorry to hear you've faced an eating disorder too, and even more sorry that you still struggle with loving your body. It's a long, tough journey.

I definitely do have a very skewed sense of what my body "should" be, but unfortunately I really have hit the obese category. In fact I moved to a new city and when registering at a new doctors', the nurse doing my checkup told me I was overweight and to exercise more! Since then I've climbed up into the obese category.

I'm aware my body will need time to adjust to eating after such a long time of being disordered, but I feel like I fill the void where my eating disorder was with comfort eating