Its a battle between you, the demons and God. One dark and one light side. Whos strongest and wisest, you, the demons or God. I read something It was God who was there walking beside you guiding you when you were in the darkest loneliest times. You couldn't see thats cause he was the force carrying you on. I believe God has helped me to have some strength, courage and to keep going. You don't want to let the dark negativities control and ruin who you are and what you can be.