Hey aka Bean

I'm sorry to hear you are feeling so lousy. It sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders for your age. It is good that you understand what is happening. It is an illness as you know. Some people go many years into their lives before they get such a diagnosis and end up making a mess of their lives. I feel that you have promise and treating your illness early is the first step.

We can't give advice on how to help except to be a listening ear and let you know that you are a worthy beautiful person. I feel your pain and many of us struggle with some type of mental diagnosis and I understand what it means to be told that I have a mental diagnosis. They thought I had bipolar and I lived with that label 18 years before they realized they goofed.

Please take good care of yourself as you are worth it.