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The transference is out in the open now. He asked what I got from making phone call to him between sessions and I told him that I needed to feel safe and sometimes just needed to hear his voice to experience that safety.


Yay! How does it feel now?


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Well, you know what PInk? I am relieved. I'm glad I don't have to hide it or hold it in anymore. I don't know how I just spilled my guts but I did it so matter-of-factly and calmly. Hey, this just occurred to me, maybe that's why I was dissociated in that fog...
maybe what I needed to do that session was let him know how I felt but was not able to do if I was fully present. Hmmmmm You see, last week I called him and left a message that he didn't have to call me back. When I went this week, I had forgotten about it for the moment, but T brought it up and I just went ahead and engaged in the conversation.

Sigh of relief......