Today she asked me in therapy," has ur H ever cheated on you?" We both know that answer. (No). I said, "you can stop now,I can see you point."

I felt like I was sitting in front on judge & jury & I was the evil, Scarlet Letter wearer. I already feel enough shame. Really! I just don't know what there is for me outside of this, which makes me happy...for once. I know I'm hurting my family, honestly. But the alternative is a life sentence of true misery