My bipolar had a span of 8 years of normalcy (with some mild episodes that I didn't even notice at the time and one postpartum depression). However, since my symptoms fully returned almost 3 years ago, I have either cycled like crazy (I am not labeled as a rapid cycles) or I have simply not recovered and my cycles are mixed. I have no idea. I know I had one extremely long depression but it seems instead if massive manias like I experienced in the past I am experiencing milder hypo manias more frequently.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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